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Rants.
07-27-2013, 01:34 AM
Post: #239
RE: Rants.
I met this guy through my Miss Teen stuff, and I knew I shouldn't have gotten involved more than professionally. He told me he was interested in me, but was afraid to start to because he didn't know if I would give him the time of day, since we work together for miss teen stuff, and so I hesitated and told him that i wanted to be professional and was scared it'd be bad or awkward if it were to end horribly, or if one of us got hurt (mostly if I got hurt..)

anyways after a few months of working together, i began to fall for him. he was pursuing me hardcore, and I admit i liked the attention, (i recently a few months before this got out of a terrible relationship that he would call me a b ALL the time, but that's another story) I told him i started to like him, and so he did ask me to be his girlfriend,
here is where it begins.

for one, i am not one to get mad over something on Facebook, but he still had his ex girlfriend listed as his currently girlfriend even though she changed hers to single when they broke up? so I'm not even sure how that was an option. ANYWAYS, yeah. so after he asked me to be his girlfriend we hung out outside of miss teen events, and it was a good time, but then he started to treat me differently after we fooled around once? i felt crappy after that time because i felt "easy". i'm not one to do things right off the bat AT ALL, and it takes time, because that type of stuff means a lot to me i guess. (i didn't sleep with him at this point)

couple more times we hung out, we slept together, and it was my first time. he knew it was, and then didn't call or text me for four days after that.. the next time i saw/talked to him was at an event we had together... and to my surprise, he brought his new GIRLFRIEND to my event, to sit on my stage. and kissed in front of me. His best friend who was also there, told me they started dating the day we slept together (his friend didn't know we did, but he told me when they started dating and it was a coincidence)

so that's where the biggest break for me was.

then, they broke up after a month, and we started to talk again, and he invited me up to his cabin, but i couldn't go because of work obligations, then he came back home and i snuck out of my house (which im not a rebel AT ALL) to see him, and what happened? stuff, so he hasn't texted me since.

obvioulsy i was never anything more to him than a hook up. I made myself too easy, and It makes me really sad it was like that. i dont regret it because id ont believe in regretting something you once wanted, but i wish i did it differently.

i wish i meant more to him, and i dont know what to do. i know i should move on and forget about him, but easier said than done.

theres soemthing about him, that makes me feel powerless and not in control and i HATE that feeling. I usually am ALWAYS controlling (i know it can be a bad trait) but with him i can't say no, and at that moment, it feels right, but after i feel crappy.

My life is completely filled with pure bliss. <3
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RE: Rants. - Firefly - 06-11-2012, 12:38 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 06-11-2012, 01:00 AM
RE: Rants. - Firefly - 06-11-2012, 01:09 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 06-12-2012, 01:52 AM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 06-12-2012, 04:25 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 06-12-2012, 09:42 AM
RE: Rants. - cblodg - 06-12-2012, 02:40 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 06-12-2012, 04:33 PM
RE: Rants. - BEE. - 06-14-2012, 05:04 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 06-21-2012, 06:38 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 06-21-2012, 08:12 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 06-21-2012, 09:32 PM
RE: Rants. - Firefly - 06-22-2012, 12:43 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-03-2012, 01:21 AM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 07-03-2012, 11:43 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-04-2012, 12:13 AM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 07-04-2012, 12:21 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-04-2012, 12:31 AM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 07-04-2012, 12:37 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-04-2012, 01:00 AM
RE: Rants. - leftbehind. - 07-11-2012, 06:43 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-11-2012, 06:55 PM
RE: Rants. - leftbehind. - 07-11-2012, 06:58 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-11-2012, 07:01 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 07-11-2012, 07:06 PM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 07-23-2012, 05:16 AM
RE: Rants. - gallagher - 09-03-2012, 12:54 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 09-17-2012, 03:26 AM
RE: Rants. - BEE. - 09-21-2012, 04:00 PM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 09-24-2012, 04:30 PM
RE: Rants. - teamnoelftw. - 09-24-2012, 06:29 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 09-25-2012, 01:14 AM
RE: Rants. - BEE. - 09-26-2012, 01:55 PM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 09-26-2012, 06:25 AM
RE: Rants. - gallagher - 10-02-2012, 10:21 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 10-02-2012, 02:06 PM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 10-02-2012, 04:12 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 10-03-2012, 01:11 PM
RE: Rants. - gallagher - 11-06-2012, 11:03 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 11-09-2012, 04:35 AM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 11-11-2012, 01:48 PM
RE: Rants. - gallagher - 11-10-2012, 05:10 PM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 01-03-2013, 04:29 AM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 04-23-2013, 09:55 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 05-02-2013, 03:15 AM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 05-02-2013, 04:55 AM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 05-03-2013, 05:53 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 05-06-2013, 02:35 AM
RE: Rants. - puckleberryftwx - 06-20-2013, 10:24 AM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 07-24-2013, 12:19 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-24-2013, 10:18 PM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 07-25-2013, 12:47 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-26-2013, 04:08 PM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 07-27-2013 01:34 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-27-2013, 04:57 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 07-31-2013, 03:38 PM
Rants. - michelle. - 01-01-2012, 12:17 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-02-2012, 04:01 AM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 01-02-2012, 04:35 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-02-2012, 04:55 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 01-02-2012, 05:04 PM
RE: Rants. - LuuuuuM - 01-02-2012, 06:22 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 01-04-2012, 07:30 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-04-2012, 10:08 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 01-04-2012, 11:03 PM
RE: Rants. - Fruitfly - 01-05-2012, 09:11 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-07-2012, 01:55 AM
RE: Rants. - teamnoelftw. - 01-07-2012, 02:01 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-07-2012, 02:50 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-22-2012, 07:36 PM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 01-23-2012, 12:05 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-23-2012, 01:36 PM
RE: Rants. - christiejlove - 01-25-2012, 08:34 PM
RE: Rants. - LoveYourFaith_OD - 01-26-2012, 12:04 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 01-26-2012, 02:11 AM
RE: Rants. - Londonlipton - 01-29-2012, 03:36 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-01-2012, 02:55 AM
RE: Rants. - teamnoelftw. - 02-01-2012, 01:01 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-02-2012, 03:27 AM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 01-26-2012, 01:57 PM
RE: Rants. - teamnoelftw. - 01-28-2012, 08:15 PM
RE: Rants. - mariahh. - 01-29-2012, 12:07 AM
RE: Rants. - teamnoelftw. - 01-31-2012, 10:06 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-04-2012, 05:26 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-04-2012, 06:59 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-05-2012, 03:09 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-05-2012, 03:22 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-06-2012, 01:54 AM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-08-2012, 05:39 PM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-09-2012, 12:04 AM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-09-2012, 07:18 AM
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RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-10-2012, 06:58 PM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-10-2012, 11:28 PM
RE: Rants. - Fruitfly - 02-13-2012, 06:34 AM
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RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-14-2012, 03:00 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-14-2012, 04:51 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-14-2012, 07:54 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-14-2012, 08:35 PM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-15-2012, 01:14 AM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-15-2012, 03:01 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-15-2012, 03:30 PM
RE: Rants. - ebryant1993 - 02-15-2012, 06:05 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-15-2012, 06:27 PM
RE: Rants. - ebryant1993 - 02-15-2012, 06:30 PM
RE: Rants. - Fruitfly - 02-15-2012, 07:18 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-15-2012, 09:11 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-17-2012, 02:01 AM
RE: Rants. - samfron - 02-15-2012, 09:01 PM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-16-2012, 03:02 AM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-18-2012, 09:49 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-18-2012, 11:06 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-19-2012, 11:02 AM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-19-2012, 01:29 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-19-2012, 01:38 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-19-2012, 04:24 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-19-2012, 04:41 PM
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RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-19-2012, 10:22 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-20-2012, 10:49 AM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-20-2012, 05:33 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-21-2012, 02:31 AM
RE: Rants. - BEE. - 02-21-2012, 05:40 AM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-21-2012, 04:21 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-21-2012, 05:04 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-21-2012, 07:58 PM
RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-21-2012, 08:14 PM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-22-2012, 01:17 AM
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RE: Rants. - michelle. - 02-22-2012, 11:37 AM
RE: Rants. - SLE - 02-22-2012, 01:31 PM
RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-22-2012, 04:08 PM
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RE: Rants. - mirandagirl - 02-22-2012, 06:55 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-23-2012, 01:59 AM
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RE: Rants. - christiejlove - 02-25-2012, 07:42 PM
RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-25-2012, 10:35 PM
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RE: Rants. - Stephanie - 02-26-2012, 06:46 PM
RE: Rants. - BEE. - 02-29-2012, 08:50 PM
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