07-04-2012, 12:13 AM
(07-03-2012 11:43 PM)puckleberryftwx Wrote: [ -> ](07-03-2012 01:21 AM)Stephanie Wrote: [ -> ]So I've got a rant and I'm pretty P.Oed right how honestly.Four of my friends have gotten engaged, one of which is bri, I've been with my boyfriend for three years and I'm not jealous or anything as he's told me he wants to marry me and he will ask me in his own time. Yes I wouldn't mind being engaged as I know he's the one I wanna be with and most of the people I know are mums. I don't think there's much point in being jealous or mad or anything you'll have the future when you're both ready for it.
In the past few days I've had to witness 2 of my fb friends saying they are engaged. One of them I am worried about because I fear she might be a little young (18) but I still wish her the best after all she's been through.
The other I am pretty mad about. It's not either of these girl's faults but I've got my nose out of joint. Here I was the ONE with the boyfriend. The ONE in college with my life figured out or at least the direction for my life. THE ONE who had it all and I loved it. Then the rest of my friends started dating and I thought it was nice but still didn't think a lot of it figuring I'd be engaged or something long before them. Haha yeah right.
At least 50% of my dang FB is a bunch of pregnant girls/mothers. They range in all kinds. Some are married, some are engaged, some are single and some just slept around and found a baby in the mix. Doesn't matter, half of my FB list is pregnant mothers.
and a good 1/3 of my friends are engaged/married girls under 25. I wanted to be before all of these girls because A) I want my wedding and my time when I get pregnant to mean something. It WILL take away from my time if I'm lumped into this group. B) Like I said, it will make others frown upon me and I know it will because I'm going to be stereotyped as some 21 yr old wanting to get married and have no future.
I just wanted to be unique and instead now all of my lame friends are getting married/having kids. So now even if tomorrow Michael asked me to marry him, it would be downcast by having to be "14 of the 5 billion" girls getting married within the next year. At this rate I want to wait til I'm good and old so that I can be unique.
Just real mad right now. Mad at myself for caring and upset because I was supposed to get engaged on this past New Yrs. I now know it was good we didn't but I still was supposed to but Michael wasn't ready and didn't have the money to do it. He's 26 and I'm 21 WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN FIRST!
Just curious, who are you? I see u have only bothered to comment on the things I wrote and that's specious.