parents are such jerks.

[anotherday]

i dont really need any advice.
just to vent.


well my parents are so annyoing.
they are always telling me and my sister how
we are so selfish and we dotn care about anyone.
its so untrue and im tired of them thinking im
so horrible cause its not true.


and its really bad. i ignore my stepdad alot.
he tells his work friends and our neighbors, and really
anyone who he talks to how we treat my mom like shiit,
and that he dont give a damn aobut her..watever.
cause its not true at all. and i really dont want people
to think ithat of me at all. he says it even when we are around.
like we were at dinner with my brother..its his birthday and he invited
a friend and he reandomly tells him yeah its like how the girls
are so rude and treat their mother like shiit.
im like oh thanks.
you have no idea what goes through my mind, and your
such a wonderful person yourself to go around saying crap about me.
hes such a jerk and it makes me so mad.


i dont do anytrhing wrong to him and hes so rude.
he acts like hes my father (HE ISNT!)
and he thinks he can control us like were lower,
and less important.


he makes fun of us,
saying we dont have any friends at school because
we only really invite one over..
because shes our best friend and we
always want her over..but we do have
alot of friends at school, he just never meets them,
and im sure they are glad of that.
every friend ive had said hes a jerk..so it really
tells alot about him..dont you think?
(and btw saying shiit about me to others is a great way for
me to meet and make friends.. :] )


and hes so stuborn and selfish.
everything has to be his way or no way at all.
and it always ends up into a fight between me and him
because hes so rude and treats me like crap.

for example:

like ill ask him if i could record a show..
and he would say no.
then id ask my mom and she would tell him
to be nice and let me.
so he would get all mad..and blah blah blah.
and hes end up pissed off and throw the switcher
at me say how i have to have everything..and i dont desever ****..
and "go ahead have wat you want"
then i dont..because i feel guilty to grab the switcher and change the channel.


and me and my sister are always blamed for everything.

now my mom told me to ignore everyone.
so yeah its so lovely..

i told her isnt it great :]
im just going to pretend i dont have a family anymore,
that will totally solve the problem .


so yeah thats my life everyday.


thanks so much if you read.
i lovee you :]