dont know what to call this lolz.

[lost in the stereo.]

Well, as i think some of you know im adopted
and i was adopted because my mum and dad took heroine, went to jail alot, abused me and really didnt take are for me for egsample i wouldnt have showes clean my teath or have food.


once my Grandad got me out the family he put me into care, he loved me so much that he wanted to get me out of this abuse. He ordered in court that i was still to have contact with him. they allowed it as we were like bestfriends.
i went to 6 foster fammilys got seperate by my sister whos now 9 but was at the time 1 and i only found out 4 years ago i had a brother who i was seperated from. i finay got adopted.


in the next paragraph ill call my adoption family the way id call my normal family


Ive just come out to australia for a holiday to see my uncle and auntie and coisan. My nan came with m and my mum. My nan has always favour my mum over my auntie and i hate it.. my auntie is great she always understands what i went through.
weel ive just found out my grandad which is my mum and aunties dad abused my auntie by hitting her very hard never giving he attension and sexualy abusing her. this has just told my that my mums side of the family is pretty fuucked up if you ask me. Im going to add that my dads family is so cool! they are so surportive of eachother and i love em.


really i don know why i just poured out a basic life story but i just needed to get it of my chest.
PLUs its my real dads birthday today and i was just wondering if he is in jail or not.


but then again, why bother even wasting thought on the past.. but it aint that easy to let go.


thank yuo for reading.


xoxox
Vampires girlfriend.

[pookey09]

i'm glad to hear that you were sent to a safer home.
i cant relate personally, but my two little cousins were in foster care before my unlce adopted them
one was a crack baby and hos father was going to try to sell him while the mother up and left the hospital. i'm pretty sure he went straight to my uncle's house for foster care. then my unlce really grew a bond to him considering he had since he was 3 days old and adopted him.
then...
4 months later he got another baby boy who has serious health issues and his mother knew she could care for him properly. my uncle once again couldnt see the baby put back into the system especially with such serious health concerns, so he adopted him.

i love those boys so much. they are seriously the cutest things ever. and you cant even tell what a difficult life start they has.

[lost in the stereo.]

Thats awesome!
hahaa

thanks for replying x

[pookey09]

it is an awesome story.
and your welcome.. lol
saw no one answered and thought "hey why not. i can kind of relate to this"

[maxwell demon.]

*example

sorry, that was really bothering me.