happytrail.
03-08-2010, 06:18 PM
ZAC EFRON;
I don’t know why I’m writing this – I probably will never find the words to tell you what I really feel. But right now, this needs to come out. I need to tell SOMEONE; if this doesn’t get to you, well I don’t care. The first time I saw you, January 20th, 2006; were the start of a new adventure. Some of it was great, some of it was depressing..and dark. Since that day, I haven’t smiled as much as I have and probably never will. I mean, you made me truly and completely happy. I never wanted to let that go, and I still haven’t, honestly. The rush you give me when I see you; it stuns me to find that I’ve never cared so deeply about a person before. I never knew it was possible, to be honest. I mean, I was a young kid. Really young to add to that effect. I still am young, I’m just becoming a teenager and I’m writing this stuff. I know it sounds silly, and sorta like a fairytale, but you are a Prince Charming. You have everything every girl desires – the amazing and funny personality, the amazing eyes, the incredible touch, the passion that you have about every project you do, the smile…it just makes you ten times more attractive, Zac.
I know this doesn’t make any sense – I’m just another fan that you have to read a letter from. Don’t get me wrong, I know you care. I know it’s in your heart that these people have provided fame for you. I want to say so much more, but I know you won’t appreciate me invading on your happiness. I’ll respect you forever. I really will. You are an inspiration to me because of what you’ve done for me. I’ve learned that dreams can take you to a never-ending place that just makes you feel like you’re a different person from the 6 billion other people in this world. You taught me that happiness can be a whole different feeling that just being neutral with your life. You’ve taught me who I am, and how to express it. I’m playing guitar. I’m writing. I’m not doing anything for anyone else because this is my life; it’s what I want to do and I’m loving it so far. & I learned this all from you, Zac(:
The only thing that has deepened me the most was how some things have hurt me, and changed me for the better..& for the worst at a time. I know you shouldn’t care for someone you don’t know as much as I do. It’s unhealthy and pretty un-necessary, but in my opinion, you’re one of the most beautiful and incredible people that has ever walked the face of the Earth. I was aching for you. I still am, just not as bad as I was when I started practically falling for you. I literally would sit here and wonder everything that I could be with you. Sometimes I reflect back on those moments and think again. I can picture those moments in my head right now(: even though they haven’t happened, they’re clear. I used to see a picture of you, and break down crying. I know the reason. I can’t say why, but if you really think about who is in your personal life, & who makes you happiness, and who you love everyday with everything in you – you’ll know who I’m talking about. I’m not writing this letter to bash her or say bad things about her, because I’ve done my fair share of that and I know it’s not fair to you, so I’m sorry. But..it affected me more than you’ll know. Now, all I know is that I want you to be happy. It’s been a huge struggle knowing I can’t have you for myself & that I can’t just be selfish and take you away from the ‘golden one’ – the one that makes you shine like gold and glimmer like the sun. I won’t do that, because, like I said before, it’s unfair to her and it’s unfair to you if you’re completely happy. I will never blame you for hurting me, because IT WAS MY FAULT. It was stupid of me to judge and fall in love with you. I was jealous, I admit it. But I shouldn’t be cause I don’t know you. Sorry again. /:
I also wanna say THANK YOU for all the good things you’ve done. When I see you, my heart beats at an incredible rate. My eyes light up. One of my friends says that when I talk about you, my eyes brighten & my face turns red..that’s embarrassing but I wanna let this all out. When I had to get my braces put on, your poster was ironically on the ceiling; let’s just say that was the best appointment I will ever have at a dentist office. (:
You are the coolest and most humble person ever. I think you deserve a million awards and recognitions for your talent, and your personality that outshines every other actors. That’s why millions of girls have fallen for you (some are just like me, wanting to hear this). I wish the best for you and your long career ahead of you. I wish you happiness and nothing but success. <3 I love you, Zac Efron.
LOVE;
Sammie(:
I don’t know why I’m writing this – I probably will never find the words to tell you what I really feel. But right now, this needs to come out. I need to tell SOMEONE; if this doesn’t get to you, well I don’t care. The first time I saw you, January 20th, 2006; were the start of a new adventure. Some of it was great, some of it was depressing..and dark. Since that day, I haven’t smiled as much as I have and probably never will. I mean, you made me truly and completely happy. I never wanted to let that go, and I still haven’t, honestly. The rush you give me when I see you; it stuns me to find that I’ve never cared so deeply about a person before. I never knew it was possible, to be honest. I mean, I was a young kid. Really young to add to that effect. I still am young, I’m just becoming a teenager and I’m writing this stuff. I know it sounds silly, and sorta like a fairytale, but you are a Prince Charming. You have everything every girl desires – the amazing and funny personality, the amazing eyes, the incredible touch, the passion that you have about every project you do, the smile…it just makes you ten times more attractive, Zac.
I know this doesn’t make any sense – I’m just another fan that you have to read a letter from. Don’t get me wrong, I know you care. I know it’s in your heart that these people have provided fame for you. I want to say so much more, but I know you won’t appreciate me invading on your happiness. I’ll respect you forever. I really will. You are an inspiration to me because of what you’ve done for me. I’ve learned that dreams can take you to a never-ending place that just makes you feel like you’re a different person from the 6 billion other people in this world. You taught me that happiness can be a whole different feeling that just being neutral with your life. You’ve taught me who I am, and how to express it. I’m playing guitar. I’m writing. I’m not doing anything for anyone else because this is my life; it’s what I want to do and I’m loving it so far. & I learned this all from you, Zac(:
The only thing that has deepened me the most was how some things have hurt me, and changed me for the better..& for the worst at a time. I know you shouldn’t care for someone you don’t know as much as I do. It’s unhealthy and pretty un-necessary, but in my opinion, you’re one of the most beautiful and incredible people that has ever walked the face of the Earth. I was aching for you. I still am, just not as bad as I was when I started practically falling for you. I literally would sit here and wonder everything that I could be with you. Sometimes I reflect back on those moments and think again. I can picture those moments in my head right now(: even though they haven’t happened, they’re clear. I used to see a picture of you, and break down crying. I know the reason. I can’t say why, but if you really think about who is in your personal life, & who makes you happiness, and who you love everyday with everything in you – you’ll know who I’m talking about. I’m not writing this letter to bash her or say bad things about her, because I’ve done my fair share of that and I know it’s not fair to you, so I’m sorry. But..it affected me more than you’ll know. Now, all I know is that I want you to be happy. It’s been a huge struggle knowing I can’t have you for myself & that I can’t just be selfish and take you away from the ‘golden one’ – the one that makes you shine like gold and glimmer like the sun. I won’t do that, because, like I said before, it’s unfair to her and it’s unfair to you if you’re completely happy. I will never blame you for hurting me, because IT WAS MY FAULT. It was stupid of me to judge and fall in love with you. I was jealous, I admit it. But I shouldn’t be cause I don’t know you. Sorry again. /:
I also wanna say THANK YOU for all the good things you’ve done. When I see you, my heart beats at an incredible rate. My eyes light up. One of my friends says that when I talk about you, my eyes brighten & my face turns red..that’s embarrassing but I wanna let this all out. When I had to get my braces put on, your poster was ironically on the ceiling; let’s just say that was the best appointment I will ever have at a dentist office. (:
You are the coolest and most humble person ever. I think you deserve a million awards and recognitions for your talent, and your personality that outshines every other actors. That’s why millions of girls have fallen for you (some are just like me, wanting to hear this). I wish the best for you and your long career ahead of you. I wish you happiness and nothing but success. <3 I love you, Zac Efron.
LOVE;
Sammie(: